The Pain of Hurt

By Sonia F Stevensã
There was a man who I believed
All he did was to me he deceived

Three times he hurt me
Each time was more painfully than the last.
Each time I forgave him
He took it and laughed.

I was his secret in life
When it came to stand by me
He denied me in public life
He always put me out of his life.

His “Friends” Threatened me
These people made their way into my life.
To cause as much pain and strife,
Between this man and me,
They caused so much pain.
They were all the ones for all the blame.

I took on their acts to help this man
In the end he believed them
And that made him their man.

I took on blame because I believed in him.
I wanted him to be free
I wanted him to really see.
That his friends were doing all this
Between him and me.
This he could not even see.

They threaten his life
His world, his children,
So I stood and took the blame
Now he has really made me ashamed.

He left me with nothing
He took all and left me
To crawl and hit that wall.

His friends are now in his life
Even stronger than before.
I tried my best
He denied my trust.

He would never express his kindness.
To me, he will always flee.

When time I wanted to rejoice
His friends would make him have another choice.
He left me alone, or devastated.
When I was to celebrate a special
Occasion,
He would disappear on every occasion.
Left me, hurt me,
Make a special time non-existent.

Now he is blaming me for things I Did not do.
Just to make sure it fitted like an old shoe

He hurt me once again.
This time it was my spine.
This I could not let go.
He would never stay.
He would always have played.

I still believe in this man
I have his life before mine all-time.
I will give him more chances
Because I see those “Friends”
All they want is to control him.
I see the man deeper than they.
I see this man fighting to stay.

This was the man who I trusted and Loved.
Maybe one day, I will see him again.
Maybe one day he will see his friends.
Maybe one day He will love.
This is the man I loved this day.

Copyrightã2005 -2007by Sonia F Stevens

crystalsingers@yahoo,com.au

PO Box 174 Southgate Sylvania NSW

Australia