Aging is inevitable; maturing is optional

 Aging is inevitable; maturing is optional

Yet in the mist of all darkness, there are some people who will not give up. I see some people who will not give up even when all hope is lost. Some people give love when it never is given back to them.

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Who has not lost faith.

Watching people kill each other over race and greed, waging war over dust and rubble, old words in books of long past.. Yet there are some people who will not be bound, some people who give love are love and share love, some people who realise being lost is closer to being found.

When you love a person without a thought of oneself, even though loves another and will never love you..

My love, my hope for mankind is no less than any other, to believe, acknowledge and inspire with trust and love from the very being. If this is wrong then that is your choice, as this is mine and is how I am. I cannot make anyone believe or live their lives, I can only be me and live the way I am being me.

When you’re given an order that you don’t believe in what is it you do..

I lived my life in that question and yet I believe in people, have faith in people, and still love one who will never return that love, I love, trust and have faith in people.. Thing is whenever I get down, I get up and keep going. Something deep inside keeps me going even in the darkest times. The love of people the belief in people still keeps me moving forward. The friendships made and the friendships which were never meant to be still keep giving me faith on those around me. Even when at time I am lost, the light inside of me rekindles and forgiving, caring comes to the for front of my life..

People will not have trust in me; there is faith, trust, love for them from me..I don’t need to be known or shown off. I am just here for the service of you. As for fame of popularity is yours.. I believe in every one of my friends, they have great talent and so much to offer others.

I was given an order that no one cares and should not give anyone time as they would not do the same for me.. (LONG TIME AGO).Thing is I have faith, love and compassion for you and I will never take on that order. My expectations may never be filled on that, thing is I will always be there for you, no matter what...just sometimes I need a holiday too...

Sometimes I do require a bit of compassion and love too, as it feeds my very being.

 

Happyiness.. How your thoughts are playing

Happiness .. How your thoughts are playing.

How many think happiness depends on things outside of our own lives? When we will be happy when........  or happy if this or that...... or when I get......... or happy if....... Or are you one who thinks it is a fleeting thing...or dubious... like there is an underlying position or comment ...mmmm like " I'm not happy"
If this great for you to know....

Happiness can not have some "thing" in mind as it is not some "thing" in the for ground it has not ground as per say. Happiness comes from  possibility from within a person.. instantaneous and timeless, It is the ultimate act of creativity that is within us all.. When we creative we are happy within ourselves and it shines outside to others..  Just sharing a piece of insight or my wisdom with you.. These is what thoughts I have come with.. How many think happiness depends on things outside of our own lives? When we will be happy when........  or happy if this or that...... or when I get......... or happy if....... Or are you one who thinks it is a fleeting thing...or dubious... like there is an underlying position or comment ...mmmm like " I'm not happy"

If this great, is for you to know. Happiness can not have some "thing" in mind as it is not some "thing" in the for ground it has not ground as per say. Happiness comes from  possibility from within a person.. instantaneous and timeless, It is the ultimate act of creativity that is within us all.. When we creative we are happy within ourselves and it shines outside to others..  Jut sharing a piece of insight or my wisdom with you.. These is what thoughts I have come with..

men trying to capture the moment of youth

 I know your still in love with your ex.. so the thoughts are with her... I am just a distraction....I share with you as i know when you falling in love real love for the first time..hard to let go..I did fall in deep love but I was used and embezzled
 took me,  a lot of self work
 to understand that love can be one sided.. and used against you..
 take care....
 You are comparing your love life from someone you once loved to the new person..
That is really un fair..for the new person, they are not a replacement for what you lost.. no one will ever fill those high expectations.. Each woman that comes in your life is different.. and that is something to cherish... you will never get back what you lost... The way it is to take that woman for her.. and when you are ready to do so..sexual encounters will be exciting for you and love will come to you... not before when you expect the same sex from what you had to what you have now.. ..
Your child hood has also taught you certain things and you will never get that back.. unless you marry or have sex with that one person..again.. and it wont be the same.. when you are ready to let go of the past,,
 you will enjoy sexual encounters with new experiances..
I thank you for sharing your past and your inner wants .. that was special.. I appreciate that..
 There is another aspect you need to look into.. that mother took away something from you wheather you know it or not... the real sexual ability to have sex with a real love... as each time you have sex with a potential partner you will always be comparing her against that first experiance and it interfears with all your relationships..  you want to relive having that sexual encounter with that mother.. and now allow yourself to be with the one you are with now.. it is something which will never change untill you complete with that.. you see..many men who were taught by motheers.. never stay in one relationship.. as they will always compare the first encounter with the rest of the women in life.. trying to re capture that special moments.. also they use sex as just sex and have no emotional.... connection with the person they are with..
 they lose the ability to really love the person they are with..that connection.. as they will always compare experiances with their first lover,, good or bad.. and if they cannot find better they will move from woman to woman trying to re capture those special moments that they miss...weather they know it or not..  I know your still in love with your ex.. so the thoughts are with her... I am just a distraction....I share with you as i know when you fallnin love real love for the firs time..hard to let go..
I did fall in deep love but I was used and embezzeled took me alot of self work to understand that love can be one sided.. and used against you .... take care....
You are comparing your love life from someone you once loved to the new person.. That is really un fair..for the new person, they are not a replacement for what you lost.. no one will ever fill those high expectations.. or those special experiences.....
 Each woman that comes in your life is different.. and that is something to cherish... you will never get back what you lost... The way it is to take that woman for her.. and when you are ready to do so..sexual encounters will be exciting for you and love will come to you... not before when you expect the same sex from what you had to what you have now.. ..
Your child hood has also taught you certain things and you will never get that back.. unless you marry or have sex with that one person..again.. and it wont be the same.. when you are ready to let go of the past,,  you will enjoy sexual encounters with new experiences.. until that happens you will move from woman to woman .. I thank you for sharing your past and your inner wants .. that was special.. I appreciate that..
There is another aspect you need to look into.. that mother took away something from you whether you know it or not... the real sexual ability to have sex with a real love... as each time you have sex with a potential partner you will always be comparing her against that first experience and it interferes with all your relationships..  you want to relive in having that sexual encounter with that  friends' mother.. and now allow yourself to be with the one you are with now.. it is something which will never change until you complete with that.. you see..many men who were taught by friends  mothers.. never stay in one relationship.. as they will always compare the first encounter with the rest of the women in life.. trying to re capture that special moments.. so they use sex as just sex and have no emotional Ronald Simmons: connection with the person they are with.. they lose the ability to really love the person they are with..that connection.. as they will always compare experiences with their first lover,, good or bad.. and if they cannot find better they will move from woman to woman trying to re capture those special moments that they miss...weather they know it or not..