Story.. real

No a small story of my past.
 

The past years I have assisted in establishing over 450+ projects, for people from nothing.
I know I said all those things which I personally want in my life..it is something i need to keep my sanity at times to want those things.
I am a female as you know, I have spinal situation,
I created my life over again by re education of myself in... Screen and... Media, Production, Music Business, Business , Pr and recording.

Te past ten thirteen year, I built up a network thought my own research of over90,000 Entertainment families. Not one cent came from anywhere.. As no one believed in me.

I have done 19 music videos for others , written two books, write blogs and empower many people. I have not been in the 'Limelight'. I taken photographs on many things since I was given my first box brownie..at the age a four.

I was ready and writing at the age of 2.

I sent over 100,000 books to the pacific for the communities over there, and gave that area of network to Rotary clubs in Sydney when they took it over in 2007. I established all that from not having a penny to my name.

Everything I have done was from nothing, no money, no one behind me.

I wanted someone to love me for me.. so I went on line where I met you.

Now I am clarifying that I know what it is like to be well off and also when you have nothing.

I want to play ,, enjoy life with you.

I care for people and established many things in those past years since my divorce in 2003.

I grew up all over the place and met many people, well known and not so.. I was raped in 2004 and had major surgery then and in 2011.

I assisted many people, yet when I need to be looked after..no one came..only three people out of the thousands ...

I am not a celebrity, or a well known star,, of business person.

When I worked in Telecom I was in fiancé and accounting  and handled million to the new infrastructure of cabling in and around Sydney and optical cable from NSW to Victoria.

The store guys nicked named me boots, as I was the one woman who went out in the field into their domain and seen how they worked, I even used a forklift. . hence the nick name 'boots'.

I have been with many artists, picking them up and empowering them to create their passions and dreams, admitting I have lost a few, through suicides.

I tread everyone with respect no matter who they are.

I give food to the street people when they are begging..as that will fill their stomachs up or a warm blanket ,,,

When I am able to do so.

I want a life where love is there for me. So I can curl up and just be.

I wish you could understand all this. We can achieve many dreams in our lives. We can achieve a lot out of our turmoil. What stops us..really,, is our own barriers which we place up. And we all started building those barriers since childhood...  As we get older, we forgot that they are there.. only when we look within ourselves occasionally we come across them... No one placed them there for us.. We Placed them there long long ago.

 

 

I found that who I am is unimportant. What I do is more important. Inspire creative passions which you were born to achieve and be, is!

Living Your Dreams

Living Your Dreams
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When you follow your dream, it is important not to be one of those people who allow themselves to give up as soon as they face any type of difficulty or obstacles.  If you find yourself in a situation where it does not seem to you can hang on for another minuet, do not give up, because that is always the time when the tide turns. "It is always the darkest before the dawn".

It is true and it is something I remind myself of when things get rough.
We can't help being aware of the pull (the attachment, really) to what we've done repeatedly. Even when we know it's not working, we often find ourselves reverting to old, automatic patterns, whether it's holding on to our positions, playing it safe, being right... Pathways, conditions, and patterns established long ago many times aren't consistent with who we are and what we're up to today.

Hold on tenaciously to your dreams now, persevere, believe and the Universe will get behind you and create miracles for you. Feel this in your heart, your soul.
Remember to believe in yourself. As others belief's are not yours'. Respect others dreams and let others have their dreams and belief's.

Most important, always remain open to receiving your miracles
"Expect a Miracle" everyday.

Have the will and courage to endure, you will be in the exact right spot to grow and succeed.

You can live your life dreaming, or you can live your dreams.

Above all revel in your pursuits of your dreams, savor you successes, and forget your failures. They are not failures when you have learned things from the experiences.
"I have faith in myself and my abilities to overcome what ever is put in my path, because I know the "Universe and "I" is on my side. I have lessons to learn and grow.". "I have dreams and they will grow,when I allow them to."


Positivively charged people react positively to life because they know winning means getting the upper hand in life.  You cannot win if you're feeling defensive all the time. You must take direct action so life reacts to you, instead of just reacting to what life throws to you.  You must do more than just think positively, you must act, feel positively as well. When you do these simple things, see how your life changes.

This does not mean that you ignore problems, but rather you refuse to let problems or obstacles stand in your way.

It means you are ready, will and able to do what ever it takes to make your dreams come true. It also means you do not let your emotions, like any fears and doubts, control your thoughts. Most importantly, it means you disregard what you cannot control, and only focus on the things you can change.

Recognizing the differences between being negatively and positively charged.

Situation: You are asked to do a new task
Negative Reaction: I do not know how.
Positive Reaction: I'll break it into small steps so it will be a piece of cake. "I can do this".

Situation: You're facing an obstacle that seems insurmountable
Negative Reaction: I will never be able to do anything about this.
Positive Reaction: What are the problems, what are the solutions, what do I do first? "When can I take Action?" What great new skill am I going to learn?"

Situation: Unexpected bills
Negative reaction:  What do I have to cut back on to pay the bills?
Positive Reaction: What can I do to earn more money? "Someone thinks of me"

Negative thoughts restrict your growth and your ability to overcome problems and obstacles. You must convert your negative thoughts into both positive thoughts and actions.  Once you do, nothing will ever be able to stand between you and your dreams. You will live you dream, rather that just dreaming.

Now is the time to really start taking life on. Your surrounded by both opportunity and positive energy now, to benefit from this incredible potential, you must take responsibility of you life and consciously use your good fortune to bring about real change, your desire.

"A price of greatness is Responsibility" W. Churchill.

To really experience life, you must participate in it.
That is why you must take responsibility for yourself, your goals, your progress and most important your dreams.

Only you have the power to fulfill your dreams, you just have to decide what you really want, then develop a plan to obtain it, then act upon your dreams, instead of waiting around for them to come true.

The only hard part is perhaps taking the first step. And that is hard because you properly have not ever done anything like it before.  Remember, once you take the first step, your dreams will start looking for ways to fulfill themselves.

Develop an attitude that says, "I have nothing to lose and everything to gain" because you do.  Never be in a rush to tell yourself "No" before anyone else does. Do Not put up barriers or obstacles where non exist. Most people stop themselves from realizing their dreams way before anyone else does.


Do NOT be concerned about doing everything right, because all successful people know "Anything worth doing is worth doing badly".

It is better to do something, anything than to do nothing. You can always make things better – as an artist, business man, athlete, singer or cook knows.
Almost nothing comes out perfect the first time, but practice almost everything gets better and clearer. So do not worry.

No matter what you do, if you keep doing it, it will get easier and easier, and you will get closer and closer to fulfilling your dreams.

Trails are made by the act of walking. Once made, we travel along the grooves that our own repeated action has made for us; the paths we take are well-worn because we take them every day, and we take them in part because, being so well-worn, they are the paths of least resistance and because venturing off the beaten path demands more work, and even risk.*

Transformation doesn't merely change our outlook and actions, it uncovers the structures of being and interpretation on which we are grounded. It removes arbitrary ideas and views that limit and shape what's possible. It takes practice, courage, and real work to give up old, unproductive ways of being. Choosing otherwise, choosing higher ground, inventing and sustaining frameworks that pull for possibility, forwarding the action, becomes a lifelong practice—a continual choosing.

The more we choose, the more we practice giving up what doesn't work, the better we get at it and the speed and frequency with which we free ourselves increases dramatically.

An early-warning system gets built; new environments and courses of action get established. The outcome extends in all directions—it reaches out into space and creates the future like a possibility.
Dreaming new ways to live and enjoy life is making new pathways. Many are afraid of change and will fight you, demoralise you, make you wrong and they want you to become what they see fit and know, these people are not dreamers. They are drones of the worn paths. Remember the phones, the light bulbs, the people who took a different path and made a difference to millions, billions, and your life. These people were shunned, blamed and tormented, although that was in the beginning of their dreams....look now!! you are using their dreams in your life....
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Copyright by SFS 2003-2008

Life

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"Into the eyes of life, love can be given. Into the darkness our souls can be taken. These are the true trials of living a life of creation" By Sonia F Stevens.
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Power Of NO

No… The power of NO

The integrity of this word “NO” a shield against exploitation and an instrument when wielded wisely.

There is a lot of talk about “yes” as it supports risk taking, courage, open hearted approach to life which grace cannot be minimised.

“No” Slams the door shut between one’s self and the influence of others. It has a hidden power .    It is easy misunderstood, difficult to engage. And others.

Negativity is ongoing attitude. NO.. is a moment of clear choice. It announces, indirectly, something affirmative about you.

NO.. has two faces, one we turn towards ourselves and one that creates boundaries between ourselves.

No.. the one we address to struggle to strengthen our internal.

No.. the one we address to our own self-destructive impulses, struggle which we are most familiar.

That NO controls our vent of rage on the road and our urge for that addiction. No.. self-discipline

No..  The one we learnt as babies to adulthood.

No… Line in the sand or stone.
If you feel you cannot say no, at least to something's, some of the time. Then you are being controlled.. interesting is it now how we as human beings act.

There is nothing which can untie the moment when nature has a say

When two points are destined to touch. The universe will always find a way to make the connections even when all hope is lost as certain ties are cannot be broken. They define who we are and who we can become and who we are. Across space and time along paths we cannot predict nature always finds a way.Having value goes way past and beyond profit. O...ur collective consciousness synchronises.  A collective request, set up in unison and a shared hope. In times of tragedy and joy it is the sharing of these great events that define our lives as one. There are no coincidences. Most people do not see the tree without the forest around them. They lose the gift of that one tree among the forest of trees, but if you notice the one tree, you can see all the trees are not the same nor is one blade of grass is exact to another blade of grass. ~ Sonia F Stevens

men trying to capture the moment of youth

 I know your still in love with your ex.. so the thoughts are with her... I am just a distraction....I share with you as i know when you falling in love real love for the first time..hard to let go..I did fall in deep love but I was used and embezzled
 took me,  a lot of self work
 to understand that love can be one sided.. and used against you..
 take care....
 You are comparing your love life from someone you once loved to the new person..
That is really un fair..for the new person, they are not a replacement for what you lost.. no one will ever fill those high expectations.. Each woman that comes in your life is different.. and that is something to cherish... you will never get back what you lost... The way it is to take that woman for her.. and when you are ready to do so..sexual encounters will be exciting for you and love will come to you... not before when you expect the same sex from what you had to what you have now.. ..
Your child hood has also taught you certain things and you will never get that back.. unless you marry or have sex with that one person..again.. and it wont be the same.. when you are ready to let go of the past,,
 you will enjoy sexual encounters with new experiances..
I thank you for sharing your past and your inner wants .. that was special.. I appreciate that..
 There is another aspect you need to look into.. that mother took away something from you wheather you know it or not... the real sexual ability to have sex with a real love... as each time you have sex with a potential partner you will always be comparing her against that first experiance and it interfears with all your relationships..  you want to relive having that sexual encounter with that mother.. and now allow yourself to be with the one you are with now.. it is something which will never change untill you complete with that.. you see..many men who were taught by motheers.. never stay in one relationship.. as they will always compare the first encounter with the rest of the women in life.. trying to re capture that special moments.. also they use sex as just sex and have no emotional.... connection with the person they are with..
 they lose the ability to really love the person they are with..that connection.. as they will always compare experiances with their first lover,, good or bad.. and if they cannot find better they will move from woman to woman trying to re capture those special moments that they miss...weather they know it or not..  I know your still in love with your ex.. so the thoughts are with her... I am just a distraction....I share with you as i know when you fallnin love real love for the firs time..hard to let go..
I did fall in deep love but I was used and embezzeled took me alot of self work to understand that love can be one sided.. and used against you .... take care....
You are comparing your love life from someone you once loved to the new person.. That is really un fair..for the new person, they are not a replacement for what you lost.. no one will ever fill those high expectations.. or those special experiences.....
 Each woman that comes in your life is different.. and that is something to cherish... you will never get back what you lost... The way it is to take that woman for her.. and when you are ready to do so..sexual encounters will be exciting for you and love will come to you... not before when you expect the same sex from what you had to what you have now.. ..
Your child hood has also taught you certain things and you will never get that back.. unless you marry or have sex with that one person..again.. and it wont be the same.. when you are ready to let go of the past,,  you will enjoy sexual encounters with new experiences.. until that happens you will move from woman to woman .. I thank you for sharing your past and your inner wants .. that was special.. I appreciate that..
There is another aspect you need to look into.. that mother took away something from you whether you know it or not... the real sexual ability to have sex with a real love... as each time you have sex with a potential partner you will always be comparing her against that first experience and it interferes with all your relationships..  you want to relive in having that sexual encounter with that  friends' mother.. and now allow yourself to be with the one you are with now.. it is something which will never change until you complete with that.. you see..many men who were taught by friends  mothers.. never stay in one relationship.. as they will always compare the first encounter with the rest of the women in life.. trying to re capture that special moments.. so they use sex as just sex and have no emotional Ronald Simmons: connection with the person they are with.. they lose the ability to really love the person they are with..that connection.. as they will always compare experiences with their first lover,, good or bad.. and if they cannot find better they will move from woman to woman trying to re capture those special moments that they miss...weather they know it or not..

The Lesson in life Great Philosphy for the Human Mind

 When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 Beers. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. ...He then asked the students if the jar was full.

They agreed that it was.

 The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full.. The students responded with a unanimous 'yes.'

The professor then produced two Beers from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand.

The students laughed.. 'Now,' said the professor as the laughter subsided, 'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things---your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favourite passions---and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car..

The sand is everything else---the small stuff. 'If you put the sand into the jar first,' he continued, 'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you. Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Spend time with your children. Spend time with your parents. Visit with grandparents. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18 holes or ride 30 miles on your bike. Don't screw around with other people on any level, even sexually. There will always be time to clean the house and mow the lawn. Take care of the golf balls first---the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand. One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the Beer represented. The professor smiled and said, 'I'm glad you asked.' The Beer just shows you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of Beers with a friend, there is no room for cheats and vagabonds in your real life as you need to be creating your life fully without hang ups.