Saturday, October 4, 2014

Faith in ME

Have a little faith in me
When The road is dark and you can no longer see..
Then my love with give a small spake.
have a little faith me..
When tears your cry all you can believe in  just give these loven arms a try
Have a little faith me..
I been loving for all this long time..
without expecting anything in return...
asking back in kind, just a little faith in me..
As time is our friend as i hold you up when you have a little faith in me..
Sometimes there seems there are so many thing we cannot control.. earthquakes, news, people
There are many more of those things which we can.
Like forgiveness, second chances,  fresh starts
The one thing that changes the world from a lonely place to beautiful place is love
Love in any of it’s forms gives us hope

THERE IS NO DANGER WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE,IS IT DANGEROUS FOR ME TO FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU.
When you took one took, One look at me and in that moment...
You felt deep inside of you the bonds,
It was then, I was overwhelmed with pride.
Your mine tonight...
You’re eyes are bright,
In your heart is light.
In the dead of this night,
Just hold me tight.
Stars and I are here tonight under the crescent moon..
.Kissing you wet lips...
Caressing you under the crest of the New Moon.
The love with us blooms.
Dawn in breaking the early morning is calling for you,
The early morning sings for you.
There is no other place on earth that I would rather be..
.It is here,
Where I am meant to be...
Never did I find the words before.
There are many things which I want to share with you.
Your love for me is DANGEROUS..
.I am in danger of falling in love with you...
Your love for me is dangerous..
.Early morning is crying for you...
Just like morning dew...
Your cheeky face...
As the morning light shines for you...
Here we are,
Just you and me,
What is it when you’re stuck,
When you walk away.
This is a game where we need not play
.Don't try to fix me,
Cause you’re in pain.
When you're giving me you time
 As you are like a broken arrow..
.What do you do when you heart is in two places.
Like a broken arrow...
Don't keep pushing me away...
Even when you know, Your love is real,
When your heart is in two places,
You feel love... even though we are worlds apart...
This is a great love and it needs to start
.Like an arrow hitting us in our heart.
This love for me is dangerous,
As I am in danger of falling in Love with you.
Sonia F Stevens Copyrighted 2011

 
I found that who I am is unimportant. What I do is more important. Inspire creative passions which you were born to achieve and be, is!

Who Do You Believe?

Who do you believe?
When people say one thing and do another.

I hear you call so far away.
...
Where the eagle and  I fly against the wind.
When I am on my own, deep inside my head.
Sometimes it is hard to believe or who to believe.
I hear you calling from so far away.
My heart is of the eagle on the wings of the air.
My heart flies with you and life has not compare.
You fly so free in the wind.
I wonder why I am there with my eagle flying.
My heart is calling when he cries.

 I hear you call from so far away,
You fly so free
I can hear the ancient cries,
From the songs and faces in the dreams
I think of you and the eagle flies.
Deep in the night you take my breath away
The dreams bring you to me and it is there I am one

Two different worlds iwithn my very soul.
Bringing life for others to know.
I will never give you up as you are part of my life and soul.
~ Sonia F Stevens ©copyright 2012
 
I found that who I am is unimportant. What I do is more important. Inspire creative passions which you were born to achieve and be, is!
 

Story.. real

No a small story of my past.
 
The past years I have assisted in establishing over 450+ projects, for people from nothing.
I know I said all those things which I personally want in my life..it is something i need to keep my sanity at times to want those things.
I am a female as you know, I have spinal situation,
I created my life over again by re education of myself in... Screen and... Media, Production, Music Business, Business , Pr and recording.

Te past ten thirteen year, I built up a network thought my own research of over90,000 Entertainment families. Not one cent came from anywhere.. As no one believed in me.
I have done 19 music videos for others , written two books, write blogs and empower many people. I have not been in the 'Limelight'. I taken photographs on many things since I was given my first box brownie..at the age a four.

I was ready and writing at the age of 2.

I sent over 100,000 books to the pacific for the communities over there, and gave that area of network to Rotary clubs in Sydney when they took it over in 2007. I established all that from not having a penny to my name.

Everything I have done was from nothing, no money, no one behind me.
I wanted someone to love me for me.. so I went on line where I met you.

Now I am clarifying that I know what it is like to be well off and also when you have nothing.
I want to play ,, enjoy life with you.

I care for people and established many things in those past years since my divorce in 2003.

I grew up all over the place and met many people, well known and not so.. I was raped in 2004 and had major surgery then and in 2011.

I assisted many people, yet when I need to be looked after..no one came..only three people out of the thousands ...

I am not a celebrity, or a well known star,, of business person.
When I worked in Telecom I was in fiancĂ© and accounting  and handled million to the new infrastructure of cabling in and around Sydney and optical cable from NSW to Victoria.

The store guys nicked named me boots, as I was the one woman who went out in the field into their domain and seen how they worked, I even used a forklift. . hence the nick name 'boots'.

I have been with many artists, picking them up and empowering them to create their passions and dreams, admitting I have lost a few, through suicides.

I tread everyone with respect no matter who they are.
I give food to the street people when they are begging..as that will fill their stomachs up or a warm blanket ,,,
When I am able to do so.

I want a life where love is there for me. So I can curl up and just be.
I wish you could understand all this. We can achieve many dreams in our lives. We can achieve a lot out of our turmoil. What stops us..really,, is our own barriers which we place up. And we all started building those barriers since childhood...  As we get older, we forgot that they are there.. only when we look within ourselves occasionally we come across them... No one placed them there for us.. We Placed them there long long ago.
 
 
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poetry

Poetry
My Imagination My Words of WisdomSharing a part of my Life with you.Just Words put together by my FeelingRead them,Enjoy them.Feel them They are shared with you. May the clouds part their ways, Let the rays of hope shine on your soul.

May the winds through time find gentlenessTo guild you to where you go.(I am the lighthouse keeper, the light s...hows the obstacles. I also am the keeper of the bridge over time, I warn of obstacles.My stairs are circular,You’re free to pass and be safe Or stay)Your life is clear, so have no fear.May the winds of time take you to your divine

There is no time for me.So let all things be. Let my light show you,  If you cross the bridge..You may do so with out the charges of life,Cost to you is nothing. For I will gladly pay the bills of your time. 
So you can meet your divine.Knowing you will not be mine.

By Sonia F Stevens Copyriighted

Death is not the End

Death is not the End


By Sonia Frances
...Stevens©



Even though your body is not near


Now that your life is gone,


With a single sheared tear.


You’re presents and your human touch


It is what I miss of you so very much.




Even thought you have now departed


You soul of light has just taken to flight.


I will always miss you


Each and every single night


I understand you’re now a soul of light


You have just started you’re new flight.


Copyright©2006 by Sonia Frances Stevens

Crystalsingers@yahoo.com.au
PO Box 174
Southgate Sylvania NSW 2224
 
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Monday, December 9, 2013

People In Need

 There are people who are in hospital, on the streets, in wars, in disasters and people are dying, all around the world. N0t only in 3rd world countries but in national, world countries, Australia, New Zealand, America, United Kingdom, Africa, Pacific. This is every day, every minuet and every second. It is also not only the human beings which are leaving t...his earth it is also the animals.

 There is one thing which is common in it all, the ones who have nothing, give everything. Some wealthy people sit at the table and just read about it and then move on to their ten dollar coffee. It is not nice to be called a statistic. Yet,  is what people place us in. We are beings of life. We have feelings, we have minds and if we had a dollar to give we will, as we know what it is to live with nothing and know about death personally.

 Illness touches us, we give: disasters happen we give: sometimes we give more away than we have, to assist those in need, more greater than our own wants and needs. Yet we are called a statistic. We get no thanks but we give anyway. While most of the wealthy read and not support us, that  we give more than we have to others in greater need. Just a thought for all the critics and hooo haa's.

 Even when we have no money, we give out time. Our time is valuable too. This is my request(from Sonia F Stevens) to all... Who will read my note and share it. If you do, you are an extraordinary being in life's world. A that is courageous, for standing.
 
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Monday, November 11, 2013

When the people's insults are hitting you.

If somebody has insulted you, feel thankful to him that he has given you an opportunity to feel a deep wound. He has opened a wound in you. The wound may be created by many many insults that you have suffered in your whole life; he may not be the cause of all the suffering, but he has triggered a process. Just close your room, sit silently, with no... anger for the person but with total awareness of the feeling that is arising in you — the hurt feeling that you have been rejected, that you have been insulted. And then you will be surprised that not only is this man there: all the men and all the women and all the people that have ever insulted you will start moving in your memory. You will start not only remembering them, you will start reliving them. You will be going into a kind of primal. Feel the hurt, feel the pain, don’t avoid it.

That’s why in many therapies the patient is told not to take any drugs before the therapy begins, for the simple reason that drugs are a way to escape from your inner misery. They don’t allow you to see your wounds, they repress them. They don’t allow you to go into your suffering and unless you go into your suffering, you cannot be released from the imprisonment of it.